One of those 12 guys has that passage where he says over and over, "How long must I wait, oh Jehovah, how long to see justice done."
I am not enslaved to Babylon, but sometimes I feel enslaved to American culture, to education, and of course we are all enslaved to sin.
For the past 2.5 years I've been through crazy stupid stuff at work over the non-renewal of my contract. Tomorrow I meet with the appeals panel at 2:00 to present my case to people who are not personally biased or involved. If there is any justice in the world, it will turn out okay. But I am not confident that there is any outside of Paterson NY or a Kingdom Hall.
At any rate, I promised to be back in the saddle, but I spent all evening rereading all my relevant files and I feel sick at my stomach and I'm going to bed. I mean, I feel worse than going to have a scheduled C-section or a scheduled eye surgery. I feel all shook up. I bet my blood pressure is up. I'll be glad when this is all over no matter how it turns out.
No meeting tomorrow night because we have our Circuit Assembly this weekend. I am likely to need two days of brotherhood no matter what.
Goodnight for now.
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